I think Tara still hates me, My thought is, if shes supposed to be making this adult decision, shouldn't she be acting like an adult in this situation also? Apparently thats too much to ask. Everyone who knows, or that I've talked to about this thinks its a very dumb move on their part, so either the entire church is wrong....... or they are..., which do you think makes more sense? Man... oh man... More and more recently, I've had the urge to withdraw into myself. Like to the same level I did when I was in Austria, I don't know why.... Maybe I'm afraid, maybe I'm fed up, maybe I'm confused with all my relationships with my peer group in general. Its hard sometimes to deal with my peers harder than JR. High, actually. Because, we're the same age more or less, so because of that, I expect them to be as mature as I am. Which they aren't for the most part. Not to say I'm the most mature person ever, just more so than most people my age. I think I'm going to buy an ipod touch soon, as a "new job gift to myself" we'll see. I hung out with Emm today, I wish we could've spent some more time together. But... alas no. I love Brave Saint Saturn. Reese's lyrics are hitting me really deep. I work tomorrow, I honestly can't wait. I love sandwich making. Maybe my hiatus will be ending shortly... not sure either way, this jorunal will be available to the public again in about five minutes from right now.
May the Shalom of G-d fall on all of you who read this.
-Chuck
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